Hey there 🙂
It has been a hard couple of months! Agree? And the last few weeks have been especially emotionally torturing for me.
Sitting at home, staring at the walls and ceiling, waiting for the final exams to be conducted, not meeting my friends, listening to the same old boring playlist, watching ages old movies, and listening to bad news so frequently has affected my sanity in end number of ways! I wasn’t even able to get myself write or read a blog post.
A couple of weeks ago, my grandfather was really ill, all of us (my parents and sister) were so worried! And to make this situation worse, there were no flights for us to go there! Luckily he’s healthy now❤
I didn’t even get a chance to meet my extended family this year, and I miss them so damn bad!
This Corona shit is getting the worst out of me. Till now I was like “okay, it’ll be okay”. BUT I’M DONE WITH BEING OKAY. This is too much, the world had seen way too much than it deserves! People are sick, there’s inequality everywhere and it’s getting harder and harder to stay put and put on a brave face.
Last Sunday, one of the most talented actors from my country committed suicide. That news broke me. It literally broke me down. He was one of the most positive actors we had, he was so focused, calm, down to earth and talented.
There’s an irony too, his last movie was about how to deal with suicidal thoughts. The main message was that we should never give up. But he gave up. He just gave up.
I wasn’t a die heart fan or anything, but he was just 34 year old. Listening to songs from his movies makes me wanna cry. He was apparently suffering from depression.
This is something most of us are probably ignoring. During such times feeling alone is so common that we forget to check on those we love. Not everyone is same. I’m feeling so upset, so there can be someone out there who’s living alone, locked up in his home, with no one to talk to, lost in thoughts, who needs help. Help as in someone to share his feelings with. Why can’t we be that SOMEONE?
All I wanted to say in this blog post was let’s check up on our loved ones. Our family and friends. And let them know that we are there for them no matter what! Okay?
We are in this together, and we’ll get out of it together. Hope you are healthy and safe wherever you are. I’m sorry I haven’t read your posts lately, but I’ll try to catch up x
Just so you know, I’m here for you guys too! Loads of love dearies❤