2019 has been a great learning experience for me!
I know I’ve been the worst blogger, but I’ve got my 12th finals coming up in 2 months! AND I’M SO DAMN NERVOUS ☹
How have you been? (Let me know in the comments)
2019-what all I experienced.
A few months ago, one of my batch mates committed sucide, and that was the most horrific time I’d ever been in my life. It was like I was stuck in the spirals of my thoughts! Each and every moment I would think of her and why she took such a huge step. I would cry till my eyes dried up. I really wanted to write a blog post about it, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t get myself to do it. I never shared how actually i felt about the whole situation with anyone, because nothing could explain that weird feeling! (I’ll write a whole another post about it in future)
2019 made me realise how important it is to enjoy each and every moment of the day. I took part in stupidity with my classmates this year and God! It was all so fun! I’m so glad that I’ve made so many new friends over this year, and I cannot wait to make more in 2020.
This year, for the first time in my life did someone actually fell for me. That guy (whom I’ll call Jess) has been asking me out for months now. And I haven’t agreed to it, because its weird and honestly I ddon’t actually like him “that way”. But the thing is,he made me feel important and loved in a way I never thought I would ever feel. But I really dont wanna mess with his feelings, so I’m just staying out of it! (Am I doing it right)
Its already a pretty long post! I’ll keep some things for some other time!
Thank you guys for reading! And I actually completed a year on 21st December here! Yay❤
Hope you dont hate me x